Thursday, December 2, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Bail Out? November 30,2010
BAIL'EM OUT!!! ???? Hell, back in 1990, the Government seized the Mustang Ranch brothel in Nevada for tax evasion and, as required by law, tried to run it... They failed and it closed... Now, we are trusting the economy of our country, our banking system, our auto industry and our health care to the same nit-wits who couldn't make money running a whore house and selling whiskey?!"
"What the Hell are we thinking?"
Saturday, November 27, 2010
November 27, 2010-Death As You Get Older..
November 27, 2010-DEATH AS YOU GET OLDER?
Here it is 6:02am and I was awaken this morning by another called at 3:35am. Of course no number so I am use to such call’s especially when I get so many people upset with posting or video’s or even words spoken as to subject matter. The caller was a male, hard to say age, as never have been able to tell age by talking over a device. The caller asked if I was ready to die? Before I could reply, he had hung up. Of course I think always about what anyone has to say or even write to me. After all I am a writer or use to work for major newspapers as well because I always liked it. Now death and am I ready at the age of 64? Hmm, well to be honest no I am not ready, but if I have no control over my demise then there will not be much that I can do about it. If I have control over when and if I am to die, then I prefer to see what the future has to hold. Yes, I have many days of bad as well as good. So, not in anyway ready to do myself in as your able to tell by now. Life is already way too short in my opinion and we should know more than I feel I do at this time. After I know all there is to know then just maybe I will allow myself to leave this planet called earth and move on. Move on? Do we really move on or is this stuff we call religion all man made? Now, believe it or not I was raised Catholic and even went to catholic schools when younger. I can only say that at the time I believed there was such a person as God or Jesus and even a virgin Mary. I have been as I said always a free thinker and say what comes to my mind and do so without fear of being sent to hell or the gallows or prison or even jail. No one at my age can force me into saying or doing things that I feel may be wrong. They soon learn this even if there wrong and wish to show the powers that they have. I may have to go where I don’t wish to because at that time they have the power that I don’t. I have control over my reactions as to how much pain I am willing to take and everyone is surprised that I can take a lot of pain even close to death and I still won’t break. In fact been suffering with so much pain daily for many years. Why? Because I can’t afford the expense and refuse to have my problems taken care of. Almost refused, I thought great I am going to jail for holding true to what I believe and then soon the state will be able to cure this pay by means of tax payers. Of which I am also a tax payer, but live now on a limited income of social security as well as a small pension from my great retirement of twenty plus years of service. Nope, no medical, and I can’t complain to that because I had used a lot of medical for my kids when I worked for SmithKline, and to be honest I even felt bad not having to pay more than I had to in order to save one of my kids from an emergency. In fact the doctors even said to get the family together as it doesn’t look like he is going to make it. Well, he made it and thousands of dollars later he was back and living among the living because of good insurance I had with my employer. Best company I ever in my life worked for and still held down another job or two even while raising my family. Death I think a lot of as never did when I worked as was just way to busy and I can think back as to how many times death has approached those in my family and even me. But, never really concerned myself with it until this called decided for whatever reason to ask if I am ready. So, this is why I mention it now as I am thinking of death and how many times I have come close to it and those as well close to me. My first son, almost died when he was born, and we were by his side day and night and he made it as well. I lost a very close and dear friend close to me in Viet Nam and still today wonder why him and not me? He I think of daily and always have since that war of what now forty years ago? That is something that I see almost every few months people passing on that I grew up with and here I am still going. I ask why and wonder why am I spared and always feel bad that I never visited many who had passed on. Even when my mother passed on I still have that thought before she went out of this world and the last words were “help Me”. I kept asking what is wrong how can I help? That also is still with me today. Everyday I went to the hospital she was still in a coma and never awoke and then later on I could not take it any more and told her that was the last time that I am coming to visit her as it was just to hard on me and she was never there awake. She died that evening and my father called me early that morning to let me know as the doctor called him. Since were the type of family that don’t believe in holding a gathering of goodbye wishes etc. We all decided to be cremated and would not involve friends or family to suffer at any so called wake. I think my family did this for me after learning of my best friend being killed in the Viet. Nam war. Plus the fact I was shocked to see an open casket of my grandfather when he passed away. When my grandmother passed away, I did not attend as I was working and just started a new job and had to care for my own family. Besides she was dead, what good would it do. Then I thought wow now I have no grandparents and my uncle and me never seen eye to eye on nothing and never understood why as he was my mom’s brother and the only person she had left in her family at that time. Then a few years later I was left with no parents. Sure I have a brother and sister that live in different parts of the United States but we never were that close and we talk if lucky maybe once a year or my brother and I do, My sister and I have not spoken for many years since our mother and father passed on. We all came from the same cloth but went on to different life styles I guess you can say. I departed the rest of my childhood friends when I decided to save my older kids from drugs and make a move to get out of an area and hopefully change. Wrong decision I made as the drugs just followed is all. I was always informed about friends that passed on and with being retired and still having to care for grand kids even today, I could never run back and forth over two miles as the expense now days is just to much for me to handle. But, today I am thinking of all those people and as well wondering why I am still alive and I get a lot of things from people saying it is not my time is all. I have not finished what I was placed here for yet. Then when is that time. No one knows. How is my belief today? I believe in a higher spirit be it called whatever name you wish to use. After all everyone has a different view when it comes to religion and of course only there religion is the truth. I read a lot on all religions and still feel there is a higher spirit as I like to say just in case. Is there another part of your body that can’t be destroyed. Yes, the soul as that is the spirit in all of us from the beginning. We all have spirits that are around us daily and have never left us since the day you came into this world. Those same spirits which many Christians call angels are with you even when you die so as to direct you to your next path or future. Some say they have seen death and the light and so on. Have they? No one will really know as there spirits may have shown them something for them to continue with the living. In other words they were forced to make that person continue life so they were shown what many of us will see when it is time. I felt I was shown many times my life and seen it flash many times before me in certain situations that I still today don’t understand. I am always taken just in the nick of time to see my doctor a few years back and asked how did I get in here. I would say walked, and then asked where did you drive from and they were amazed. But, was that because I was close to death? Maybe they think so, but I never felt I was. Is anyone really ready for death? I don’t think anyone really is. I think most people want to live and then I seen people in such pain that they wished death would come. My mother was that way and suffered for years with pain. Finally her doctor gave her enough morphine to place her in a coma to die. I learned of this only after getting in to the medical field and when someone has so much Morphine then there comfortable. Too much and it no longer works then it is for show to the living only. The person you will not see any longer suffering as there in a coma until there starved to death from monitoring feeding tubes are removed. There suffering with no water or nothing because there in a coma placed there by the doctor. But, meanwhile they are suffering until they die from starvation or no water and the body just shuts down. Of course when you learn all this there is not much anyone can do about it after all it already took place and besides I remember my mother telling me that she never wanted to be in a rest home or kept alive by feeding tubes. But, I think of death always and never really feared it. As I said I seen way to much in my life time and only now say that I am glad that I don’t have to see it any more. No, I do not fear death as I feel I did as good as possible in my life with what I had to work with. I always did right by helping others and always let myself be the first to be attacked before I make war on the wrong doer. I have had thousands of dollars stolen from me over my life and never harmed anyone over it. I would attack them after a period of time if they did not do right. Once I had a contractor that made all sorts of promises on property and I believed every word he said until he got from me over five thousand dollars. I tried to get it back and get him to do the work. So, went to his home, which was his mothers home and asked for my money back so I could hire someone to do the job. He had spent it all on drinking. I decided to take him to court, then he filed bankruptcy, so I lost all that money. Then my home was raided for drugs and I had tens of thousands in my safe because of homes I was planning to buy for rentals as I did before relocating here. Of course I was at work at the time and informed that my house was being torn apart. Upon arriving home I was not allowed into my own home as it was a crime scene. I told the people I would gladly open the safe. No, we will take care of it. They did, they blew it open and cut it open or in other words it was in three pieces when I arrived home after they said to come back in a few hours. The drug users all rented from me and were at work. They found my son’s weed and charged him with all the drugs located in their rooms. Took while but he was finally done with all the thieves as well as the drugs. Now works and drinks all the time. Because of having to be charged when it wasn’t his. Why not me? I also was at work and never done drugs in my life as know how they ruin people’s lives as well as kill them. So what were they after? Money that they were told about that I had in my safe. Did they ruin my life? No, they made it harder, but not ruined after all I know something that everyone should know. You came into this world with nothing. Believe it or not your going to go out of this world exactly the same way with nothing. Now my question is DO YOU FEAR DEATH? Why? There is nothing that you can do about it as when it is time, it is going to be time. A meteor could hit your home now. Even a plane. Accident or is it your time. Think about it. Caller as well as e-mailers you may not like my way of getting back at people. I may be shut up one day as well. But, one day it will be your turn. Can you say you’ve had as good a life as me? So, caller yes I am ready if you’re the man to do it. Remember I said the man.....Have a great day and those of you that read these long winded real life stories. I hope that you learn something from them.
John Lewis
lewis1946@cox.net
Here it is 6:02am and I was awaken this morning by another called at 3:35am. Of course no number so I am use to such call’s especially when I get so many people upset with posting or video’s or even words spoken as to subject matter. The caller was a male, hard to say age, as never have been able to tell age by talking over a device. The caller asked if I was ready to die? Before I could reply, he had hung up. Of course I think always about what anyone has to say or even write to me. After all I am a writer or use to work for major newspapers as well because I always liked it. Now death and am I ready at the age of 64? Hmm, well to be honest no I am not ready, but if I have no control over my demise then there will not be much that I can do about it. If I have control over when and if I am to die, then I prefer to see what the future has to hold. Yes, I have many days of bad as well as good. So, not in anyway ready to do myself in as your able to tell by now. Life is already way too short in my opinion and we should know more than I feel I do at this time. After I know all there is to know then just maybe I will allow myself to leave this planet called earth and move on. Move on? Do we really move on or is this stuff we call religion all man made? Now, believe it or not I was raised Catholic and even went to catholic schools when younger. I can only say that at the time I believed there was such a person as God or Jesus and even a virgin Mary. I have been as I said always a free thinker and say what comes to my mind and do so without fear of being sent to hell or the gallows or prison or even jail. No one at my age can force me into saying or doing things that I feel may be wrong. They soon learn this even if there wrong and wish to show the powers that they have. I may have to go where I don’t wish to because at that time they have the power that I don’t. I have control over my reactions as to how much pain I am willing to take and everyone is surprised that I can take a lot of pain even close to death and I still won’t break. In fact been suffering with so much pain daily for many years. Why? Because I can’t afford the expense and refuse to have my problems taken care of. Almost refused, I thought great I am going to jail for holding true to what I believe and then soon the state will be able to cure this pay by means of tax payers. Of which I am also a tax payer, but live now on a limited income of social security as well as a small pension from my great retirement of twenty plus years of service. Nope, no medical, and I can’t complain to that because I had used a lot of medical for my kids when I worked for SmithKline, and to be honest I even felt bad not having to pay more than I had to in order to save one of my kids from an emergency. In fact the doctors even said to get the family together as it doesn’t look like he is going to make it. Well, he made it and thousands of dollars later he was back and living among the living because of good insurance I had with my employer. Best company I ever in my life worked for and still held down another job or two even while raising my family. Death I think a lot of as never did when I worked as was just way to busy and I can think back as to how many times death has approached those in my family and even me. But, never really concerned myself with it until this called decided for whatever reason to ask if I am ready. So, this is why I mention it now as I am thinking of death and how many times I have come close to it and those as well close to me. My first son, almost died when he was born, and we were by his side day and night and he made it as well. I lost a very close and dear friend close to me in Viet Nam and still today wonder why him and not me? He I think of daily and always have since that war of what now forty years ago? That is something that I see almost every few months people passing on that I grew up with and here I am still going. I ask why and wonder why am I spared and always feel bad that I never visited many who had passed on. Even when my mother passed on I still have that thought before she went out of this world and the last words were “help Me”. I kept asking what is wrong how can I help? That also is still with me today. Everyday I went to the hospital she was still in a coma and never awoke and then later on I could not take it any more and told her that was the last time that I am coming to visit her as it was just to hard on me and she was never there awake. She died that evening and my father called me early that morning to let me know as the doctor called him. Since were the type of family that don’t believe in holding a gathering of goodbye wishes etc. We all decided to be cremated and would not involve friends or family to suffer at any so called wake. I think my family did this for me after learning of my best friend being killed in the Viet. Nam war. Plus the fact I was shocked to see an open casket of my grandfather when he passed away. When my grandmother passed away, I did not attend as I was working and just started a new job and had to care for my own family. Besides she was dead, what good would it do. Then I thought wow now I have no grandparents and my uncle and me never seen eye to eye on nothing and never understood why as he was my mom’s brother and the only person she had left in her family at that time. Then a few years later I was left with no parents. Sure I have a brother and sister that live in different parts of the United States but we never were that close and we talk if lucky maybe once a year or my brother and I do, My sister and I have not spoken for many years since our mother and father passed on. We all came from the same cloth but went on to different life styles I guess you can say. I departed the rest of my childhood friends when I decided to save my older kids from drugs and make a move to get out of an area and hopefully change. Wrong decision I made as the drugs just followed is all. I was always informed about friends that passed on and with being retired and still having to care for grand kids even today, I could never run back and forth over two miles as the expense now days is just to much for me to handle. But, today I am thinking of all those people and as well wondering why I am still alive and I get a lot of things from people saying it is not my time is all. I have not finished what I was placed here for yet. Then when is that time. No one knows. How is my belief today? I believe in a higher spirit be it called whatever name you wish to use. After all everyone has a different view when it comes to religion and of course only there religion is the truth. I read a lot on all religions and still feel there is a higher spirit as I like to say just in case. Is there another part of your body that can’t be destroyed. Yes, the soul as that is the spirit in all of us from the beginning. We all have spirits that are around us daily and have never left us since the day you came into this world. Those same spirits which many Christians call angels are with you even when you die so as to direct you to your next path or future. Some say they have seen death and the light and so on. Have they? No one will really know as there spirits may have shown them something for them to continue with the living. In other words they were forced to make that person continue life so they were shown what many of us will see when it is time. I felt I was shown many times my life and seen it flash many times before me in certain situations that I still today don’t understand. I am always taken just in the nick of time to see my doctor a few years back and asked how did I get in here. I would say walked, and then asked where did you drive from and they were amazed. But, was that because I was close to death? Maybe they think so, but I never felt I was. Is anyone really ready for death? I don’t think anyone really is. I think most people want to live and then I seen people in such pain that they wished death would come. My mother was that way and suffered for years with pain. Finally her doctor gave her enough morphine to place her in a coma to die. I learned of this only after getting in to the medical field and when someone has so much Morphine then there comfortable. Too much and it no longer works then it is for show to the living only. The person you will not see any longer suffering as there in a coma until there starved to death from monitoring feeding tubes are removed. There suffering with no water or nothing because there in a coma placed there by the doctor. But, meanwhile they are suffering until they die from starvation or no water and the body just shuts down. Of course when you learn all this there is not much anyone can do about it after all it already took place and besides I remember my mother telling me that she never wanted to be in a rest home or kept alive by feeding tubes. But, I think of death always and never really feared it. As I said I seen way to much in my life time and only now say that I am glad that I don’t have to see it any more. No, I do not fear death as I feel I did as good as possible in my life with what I had to work with. I always did right by helping others and always let myself be the first to be attacked before I make war on the wrong doer. I have had thousands of dollars stolen from me over my life and never harmed anyone over it. I would attack them after a period of time if they did not do right. Once I had a contractor that made all sorts of promises on property and I believed every word he said until he got from me over five thousand dollars. I tried to get it back and get him to do the work. So, went to his home, which was his mothers home and asked for my money back so I could hire someone to do the job. He had spent it all on drinking. I decided to take him to court, then he filed bankruptcy, so I lost all that money. Then my home was raided for drugs and I had tens of thousands in my safe because of homes I was planning to buy for rentals as I did before relocating here. Of course I was at work at the time and informed that my house was being torn apart. Upon arriving home I was not allowed into my own home as it was a crime scene. I told the people I would gladly open the safe. No, we will take care of it. They did, they blew it open and cut it open or in other words it was in three pieces when I arrived home after they said to come back in a few hours. The drug users all rented from me and were at work. They found my son’s weed and charged him with all the drugs located in their rooms. Took while but he was finally done with all the thieves as well as the drugs. Now works and drinks all the time. Because of having to be charged when it wasn’t his. Why not me? I also was at work and never done drugs in my life as know how they ruin people’s lives as well as kill them. So what were they after? Money that they were told about that I had in my safe. Did they ruin my life? No, they made it harder, but not ruined after all I know something that everyone should know. You came into this world with nothing. Believe it or not your going to go out of this world exactly the same way with nothing. Now my question is DO YOU FEAR DEATH? Why? There is nothing that you can do about it as when it is time, it is going to be time. A meteor could hit your home now. Even a plane. Accident or is it your time. Think about it. Caller as well as e-mailers you may not like my way of getting back at people. I may be shut up one day as well. But, one day it will be your turn. Can you say you’ve had as good a life as me? So, caller yes I am ready if you’re the man to do it. Remember I said the man.....Have a great day and those of you that read these long winded real life stories. I hope that you learn something from them.
John Lewis
lewis1946@cox.net
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Thanksgiving-November 2010-HELP!
Liar’s & Lie’s
November 21,2010 - By John Lewis - lewis1946@cox.net
Since Thanksgiving is so close and I normally make it as easy on the cooks as well as everyone else in my family by taking them out for a Thanksgiving dinner. I have done this for years now. This year a little different than normal and I have a decision to make as to people that are no longer children, but act as if there six or seven years old. There are a few members of the family that has always been invited and this year I want to invite all those that I normally do. The problem is that the lie’s or liar’s still insist that they did not lie even when it is shown that they have. I fear for other members not having a good time, and even thinking of saying that family tradition is off for good. I always have looked at this tradition every year as we all work at our stressful jobs as most of us do, and a great release and say how we all love each other. Of course there is no love with a few that still won’t let by gone be just that and I am already getting phone calls as to if so and so can come as were worked things out between us. Then I say what about the other side of the families then. Well, if they don’t say nothing then we won’t. I said I can’t take that as I know the truth as well as you do and your wanting to already tell me that you want this and I already stated that he has never been a part of the family when I started this years ago. He said well I suppose I could tell him no, but I really wanted him there as a back up in case the other side started something. Then I started to think that here it is a few days until Thanksgiving and I already had all the invites arranged since last week. I asked why didn’t you call me last week or two weeks ago or even tell my kid or grandson as they work together about your feelings. Of course the lie is well I didn’t think of it until now. This one cousin attended a family get together for the very first time last year and met a gal with a large family and no one even knew any of them at the time. In fact they even invited many more people that we din’t know, but I am the type the more the merrier so never object. I did ask that they introduce everyone and of course no one did as they all wanted to just eat and leave. This time only the cousin wants to attend and it would be his second. I also really want him to as well as he is not as bad as he puts on to many just lonely and maybe feels left out a lot because of his anger and lie problem. I asked the family member why he would be even around this person after seeing him for three times now going off in a rage and beating on people for no reason what so ever. He said he is my cousin, and I don’t want to leave him out in case there is trouble. In case? I think to myself. In case. Now, I also had to listen to even lie’s from this person as to how my son has to loan me the money to pay for the dinner. Yes, this is part true, what the truth of the matter is that my property tax payment for some unknown reason never reached me, so I had to make up hundreds of dollars and that also cut into my Thanksgiving dinner plan this year. Yes, first time in thirty some years that I was ever late with property taxes. I pay bills as they come and if see nothing then there paid. I also know if this notice didn’t reach me that one would be sent to where I could sign for it next. In short someone that checks the mail didn’t give it to me or it really did get lost in the mail. I never have lost any mail in my life either until now. Anyway, I asked older son that if he was going to keep paying his rent up in advance. He said yes because he never knows when his hours will be cut and he has one of the best rooms in the house outside of me. What do I hear from this cousin is that I have to borrow the two hundred this year. Then I also have to hear that my grandson even gave me five bucks so that I would not starve. So, this person telling me all this states if I am hurting why didn’t I let him know and he’ll bring food over. I was flabbier gassed after hearing these lie’s and then was told not to say nothing to my son or grandson as they would know it came from him as they work together. I said first yes I was short for Thanksgiving dinner because of the property taxes but also knew that I would be caught up with no problem. Giving me five bucks by my grandson. No, my grandson placed a five dollar bill on my chest when leaving. I asked what is this. He said get something to eat. I said you don’t have to do thta as I have enough to eat on if I want to go out and get something. I have a baked potato that I wanted to heat up. In short he my grandson stretched the truth as if I am broke and going hungry. I said well great then grandson I will deduct that off the seven thousand dollars he owes on his bill. That was the end of that. Now I am really more fed up than anything else and just don’t want to hold the family tradition any longer. After all parts of familky don’t like each other again because of lie’s told and they refuse to admit who is the liar even when the truth is well known. For today I need to think if it is time to cancel all this free family traditions of loaning and helping any longer as people seem to know or do so much better and I could never make it without them. Which is untrue as I could live so much easier if I lived on my own and didn’t have all these bills for a six bedroom house and three baths coming in every month. But, I keep it because times will get worst before they get better and many people need a place to stay in these times that soon to befall everyone. My property is paid for in full, I still need to pay taxes as well as insurance as everyone else does and all those regular bills that come with a home. Things that many people can’t afford but I can like cable, phone gas, water, trash, this computer connection and so many other things. Cat and dog food and so on. I recall when I went to the doctor and my son and his son, my grandson said they were going to plot against me so they could have a party at the house and talk my doctor into placing me in the hospital. What these two kids didn’t know is that I am a vet and most doctors will listen to the patience before listening to there kid oe even grand kids. They were told if I felt I could not make it home then I should be in the hospital. I said I can make it home as my kid was driving. Slam dunk! The doctor then preceded to inform these two that I am a vet and well trained in mind and body and your dad knows when something is wrong before you ever will. That did shut them up but they stioll tell these lies around for what reason I still can’t figure out. But, since they all have places to go for Thanksgiving then I am thinking that they should go to all these places and we all do our own thing starting this year and from now on. What do you people think in the computer internet world? E-mail me at: lewis1946@cox.net
November 21,2010 - By John Lewis - lewis1946@cox.net
Since Thanksgiving is so close and I normally make it as easy on the cooks as well as everyone else in my family by taking them out for a Thanksgiving dinner. I have done this for years now. This year a little different than normal and I have a decision to make as to people that are no longer children, but act as if there six or seven years old. There are a few members of the family that has always been invited and this year I want to invite all those that I normally do. The problem is that the lie’s or liar’s still insist that they did not lie even when it is shown that they have. I fear for other members not having a good time, and even thinking of saying that family tradition is off for good. I always have looked at this tradition every year as we all work at our stressful jobs as most of us do, and a great release and say how we all love each other. Of course there is no love with a few that still won’t let by gone be just that and I am already getting phone calls as to if so and so can come as were worked things out between us. Then I say what about the other side of the families then. Well, if they don’t say nothing then we won’t. I said I can’t take that as I know the truth as well as you do and your wanting to already tell me that you want this and I already stated that he has never been a part of the family when I started this years ago. He said well I suppose I could tell him no, but I really wanted him there as a back up in case the other side started something. Then I started to think that here it is a few days until Thanksgiving and I already had all the invites arranged since last week. I asked why didn’t you call me last week or two weeks ago or even tell my kid or grandson as they work together about your feelings. Of course the lie is well I didn’t think of it until now. This one cousin attended a family get together for the very first time last year and met a gal with a large family and no one even knew any of them at the time. In fact they even invited many more people that we din’t know, but I am the type the more the merrier so never object. I did ask that they introduce everyone and of course no one did as they all wanted to just eat and leave. This time only the cousin wants to attend and it would be his second. I also really want him to as well as he is not as bad as he puts on to many just lonely and maybe feels left out a lot because of his anger and lie problem. I asked the family member why he would be even around this person after seeing him for three times now going off in a rage and beating on people for no reason what so ever. He said he is my cousin, and I don’t want to leave him out in case there is trouble. In case? I think to myself. In case. Now, I also had to listen to even lie’s from this person as to how my son has to loan me the money to pay for the dinner. Yes, this is part true, what the truth of the matter is that my property tax payment for some unknown reason never reached me, so I had to make up hundreds of dollars and that also cut into my Thanksgiving dinner plan this year. Yes, first time in thirty some years that I was ever late with property taxes. I pay bills as they come and if see nothing then there paid. I also know if this notice didn’t reach me that one would be sent to where I could sign for it next. In short someone that checks the mail didn’t give it to me or it really did get lost in the mail. I never have lost any mail in my life either until now. Anyway, I asked older son that if he was going to keep paying his rent up in advance. He said yes because he never knows when his hours will be cut and he has one of the best rooms in the house outside of me. What do I hear from this cousin is that I have to borrow the two hundred this year. Then I also have to hear that my grandson even gave me five bucks so that I would not starve. So, this person telling me all this states if I am hurting why didn’t I let him know and he’ll bring food over. I was flabbier gassed after hearing these lie’s and then was told not to say nothing to my son or grandson as they would know it came from him as they work together. I said first yes I was short for Thanksgiving dinner because of the property taxes but also knew that I would be caught up with no problem. Giving me five bucks by my grandson. No, my grandson placed a five dollar bill on my chest when leaving. I asked what is this. He said get something to eat. I said you don’t have to do thta as I have enough to eat on if I want to go out and get something. I have a baked potato that I wanted to heat up. In short he my grandson stretched the truth as if I am broke and going hungry. I said well great then grandson I will deduct that off the seven thousand dollars he owes on his bill. That was the end of that. Now I am really more fed up than anything else and just don’t want to hold the family tradition any longer. After all parts of familky don’t like each other again because of lie’s told and they refuse to admit who is the liar even when the truth is well known. For today I need to think if it is time to cancel all this free family traditions of loaning and helping any longer as people seem to know or do so much better and I could never make it without them. Which is untrue as I could live so much easier if I lived on my own and didn’t have all these bills for a six bedroom house and three baths coming in every month. But, I keep it because times will get worst before they get better and many people need a place to stay in these times that soon to befall everyone. My property is paid for in full, I still need to pay taxes as well as insurance as everyone else does and all those regular bills that come with a home. Things that many people can’t afford but I can like cable, phone gas, water, trash, this computer connection and so many other things. Cat and dog food and so on. I recall when I went to the doctor and my son and his son, my grandson said they were going to plot against me so they could have a party at the house and talk my doctor into placing me in the hospital. What these two kids didn’t know is that I am a vet and most doctors will listen to the patience before listening to there kid oe even grand kids. They were told if I felt I could not make it home then I should be in the hospital. I said I can make it home as my kid was driving. Slam dunk! The doctor then preceded to inform these two that I am a vet and well trained in mind and body and your dad knows when something is wrong before you ever will. That did shut them up but they stioll tell these lies around for what reason I still can’t figure out. But, since they all have places to go for Thanksgiving then I am thinking that they should go to all these places and we all do our own thing starting this year and from now on. What do you people think in the computer internet world? E-mail me at: lewis1946@cox.net
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